The Milestone

It’s that week of the year again where I look back at my life. This year much more so for a milestone year that I do not wish to hit.

Have I gotten wiser?

No. It always end badly when I start feeling that way.

Have I gotten healthier?

Yes. I can also see myself getting to normal weight this year

Have I gotten braver?

It depends. At the workplace I’m quite comfortable

But socially I’m also less confident compared to how I was before university. I am playing it far too safe now. It’s good for daily living, but it also mean I could not really form close friendships

Have I found the right last phrases or words to say?

I don’t know. But I know it has to be done this year & that I should clear a few other issues 1st before going back to this