10 more minutes, I don’t think I can publish this before midnight I’ve been thinking… Why is a nice closure so important to me… The pandemic is finally nearing the end (I hope). …

So it’s that day, 30 minutes more & I still have not done what I hoped to do. I told myself not to play any games today to focus time on quality thinking, but I ended up playing The Awesome Adventures of Captain Spirit. It is supposed to take me 1 hour, but it ended up taking me more than 3 hours. As a consolation, I did get a birthday gift from a friend today. Thank you.

That day is soon, those who know me would know that I don’t really like that day. Even though I still celebrate it somewhat to feel less bad about it. So thursday night I went, for the 3rd time in my life, I went to a karaoke with a friend…

About 2 days ago I was reminded again how the good things in life is often temporary. While I do mourn the sudden end of it. I’m also glad I learnt from the past & intentionally did not put too much emotional investment or allow myself to get close to…

Recently I finished a short online co-op game called Journey Starting in the middle of a dessert, you travel on a long journey to the top of the mountain. Game is filled with beautiful graphics, not much puzzles. Mostly a walking adventure that tells a story without words. From the…

Had the medical review on my white blood cells recently again. It is a better news than my previous appointment although I’m not fully cleared yet on the issue. …

It’s been some months so I thought I jot down some of my recent notable experiences Neon Genesis Evangelion Finally took the time to watch this anime after delaying it for years. The central theme of the anime is the Hedgehog’s Dilemma. That it’s good to be friends with people…

Recently, I finished watching this anime called Banana Fish. The ending hits really hard. In the manga, Ash reads the letter, regrets his earlier decision to not meet his departing close friend, rushes to the airport only to be stabbed & bleed to his demise at the library. In the anime, Ash is stabbed too & went unconscious at the library as he continues bleeding. However Ash’s final fate is left open ended in the anime as they don’t show what happens next.

This early morning I woke up overhearing what I believed to be a very bad news. It appears to be something about a relative. Then I hear the footsteps of my parents quickly leaving home. Which is unusual. I didn’t dare to face reality by asking & instead buried my…